Today, for no reason whatsoever, I am in a really miserable mood. I awoke this way and, so far, nothing has made me feel better. Nothing is interesting. I cannot read, my words have deserted me, so I have nothing to write about, I cleaned all the house and threw out junk, but even that didn’t work.
No interesting post, no music, no poetry, I’m just bored and tired and irritated and annoyed with myself and I have no idea why. Dammit! Perhaps I am just that way out, or maybe, it’s time to take stock of my life. I don’t even feel like doing that right at this moment though.
I spend a huge part of my time helping people to sort out their problems, reassuring them when they feel unhappy. Why is it when I feel like this there is no one there?